I was thinking about - how we humans try to identify ourselves and others into categories...
And if someone doesn't fit into a category easily, it leads to irritation & anger, jealousy, passive-aggression, shame, pride etc.
I realised I don't belong to general conventional labels/groups.. and living solo is as easy or as tough as relationships or anything else for that matter..
And the master of the world.. jagannath.. wandering the beaches.. ceremonial herbal drinks are part of the ceremony.
I had not smoked up in the last 4 days.. empty stomach .. just 1 glass is taking me on a great trip.. calming me thru insights
My identity is not constant.. (we all are a mixed group of different energies), and we change all the time. Sometimes others tell me, you haven't changed.. same as 7 years ago.. (or something like that).
But i look at such a statement with high doubt/skeptically. Because my internal journey is not straight line..
That internal flow/journey is just like nature.. different seasons, different intensities.. often chaotic.. and we unnecessarily try to manage our life into compartments.
Hope the loop ended now.
(Ceremonial wandering*. Of a shamanic spirit, is a trip to be experienced, and with preparations. Avoid intoxicants, heavy food etc for few days and 48 hours prior fruit only diet.. then drink*)
