Monday, July 18, 2011

40) Regression

40) Regression
The warmth of your hands,
The pitch of your voice,
I try to remember,
Mother, it hurts.

Your understanding smile,
Your comforting lap,
I miss, I cry, still
Mother, it hurts.

A woman, her care
And selfless love,
I forever search,
Mother, it hurts.

In every woman, I try
To find you, but impurity,
It scares me,
Mother, it hurts.

An unknown child wakes in me,
Don’t be away, hold me tight,
Make him sleep,
Mother, he hurts.

1 comment:

sovidual said...

1> Regression
This one I still find a bit difficult to write about, even though it’s just about my growing up, even though I want to keep the child in me fully alive. Along with age come unpleasant revelations and difficulties in relating to women in my Victorian or maybe Calvinistic home town culture.