Tuesday, December 16, 2014

chess...

a child's first question could be,
what is it?”

or would a child think,
why the hell did you
take me out of such
a warm cocoon,
where i am fed, cared
without the need to
lift even a finger...

(except maybe smile
couple of times,
when sonography is done)...

well, i am drifting away
from the question...

what is it? Keeps happening
at other times too..

like when you connect
converse with ease
and chat for an hour...
(in real life nobody's got time
for, focused conversation with
a single person, continuously ;)

well, then you end up asking,
what is it?
What kind of friendship do we have
and where would it go...

when its a guy and you too are a guy
then it doesnt go that way...
questions doesnt arise..
(i.e. If the guys are straight)

how does it go with
girl-girl thing..
i really dont know now..

but then, cant there be
a genderless community?

Where there are only
human-human things?

When you are young,
you move on quickly
rush into an answer
either way..

when you are beyond 40's
then you tend to play
some more mental chess (MC)..

only difference in MC is
there are no pawns..
they can be called as hope,
and you have to move them ahead
often only 1 step at a time..

though when you are young,
you might get a chance
to do a double move
though its an option...

and thus hope moves us ahead
and we tend to become pawns
(or even if we consider our self
rook, queen or king)...

we all have to move in the
64 square board of life...

often unable to predict the
moves of our partner.. or competitor
but if taken with sporting spirit,
its all fun..

and play a good game,
with zest and energy
consideration and with fair play
its just a life long game...

play on!

2 comments:

sovidual said...

i realized, one possible explanation..
to 'what is it?" question..
its 'kindred soul', or kindred spirit...
here is a dictionary meanings of word 'kindred'.. pasted below:
Meaning of KINDRED in English (i like the 3rd meaning & would like to stick to it)

1) Relationship by birth or marriage; consanguinity; affinity; kin.
2) Relatives by blood or marriage, more properly the former; relations; persons related to each other.
#3)Related; congenial; of the like nature or properties; as, kindred souls; kindred skies;

sovidual said...

'kindred soul' or 'kindred spirit'.. (the answer to 'what is it?' question.. is one probable explanation).. i would say, 'spirit'... some kind of feel/energy which we share with each other, when we connect with others... even when we connect with nature.. (we feel the one-ness with external aspects, and our ego dissolves and we no longer feel as lonely